I'm iced out like a freezer.

god i suck

You know what makes me smile?



C-A-M-P-F-I-R-E S-O-N-G SONG.

:)

I'm sad today.

MERRY CHRISTMAS YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU ALL!

♥ ♥ ♥

SO. In inmidian on IJ, we have a decent amount of King Arthur players. I, myself, started the movement when I took up Tristan. My friend Joe usoppism plays Arthur. People in inmidian are talking about Christmas, so Arthur is getting presents for the knights. I told Joe that Tristan wants a pony.

This is the crack that ensued.

usoppism: Tristan wants a pony?
iucunditas: Yes. :l
iucunditas: He wants a pony and some more arrows and and and a new sword, and a scarf and some gloves and a new hat.
iucunditas: And some chocolate.
iucunditas: AAAAAND. UHM. 8D
usoppism: An easy bake oven?
iucunditas: jksadjksdfs
iucunditas: noooo
iucunditas: That's for Galahad.
usoppism: XDDDDD
usoppism: I LOL'D.
iucunditas: Imagine Galahad using an easy bake oven?
usoppism: Baking treats for Gawain. x:
iucunditas: With an apron.
usoppism: And matching oven mitts.
iucunditas: "Gawain, sweetie pumpkin muffin sugar butt. <3 I baked you some cookies shaped as axes because I know you loooooove axes."
usoppism: sdfhsdg
usoppism: God. XD Now I'm picturing it.
iucunditas: And Gawain would be like " ... OH YUM. *EATS THEM ALL WITHOUT SAYING THANK YOU BECAUSE HE'S A REAL MAN, NOT LIKE SOME EASY BAKE OVEN TARD. LOLOLOL*"
usoppism: And Galahad would bite his bottom lip, sniff and be all "YOU DON'T APPRECIATE ME!" then stalk off in a huff.
iucunditas: YES. YES
iucunditas: LMAO LMAO
iucunditas: "YOU DON'T APPRECIATE ME OR THE BABY"
usoppism: "YOU JUST WANT ME FOR MY BODY!"
usoppism: XDDD WHO'S THE BABY?
iucunditas: UHM. ... DSFJHSJDKH UHUHUH. THEY CAN STEAL ONE OF BORS'S.
usoppism: LMAO. AWESOME. HE HAS 12 ANYWAY.
iucunditas: 11
usoppism: LOL. I FORGOT.
iucunditas: We should TOTALLY rewrite the movie.
usoppism: I agree.

NEW DEFAULT ICON.

:D

FOR THE HOLIDAYS.

*pets Christmas Lancelot*

Fine. People want me to talk? I'll talk. I can't please everyone, as a matter of fact I piss off a person every day, it's in my nature, it's who I am. I can give you honesty I can write down for hours and hours, paragraph upon paragraph and chances are you won't like it. You will narrow your eyes, feel anger boil in your belly. I am anger, I am your anger. Do I relish in it? Do I relish in the fact that my biggest strength is to make someone hate me? No. No I do not. But it happens, I have bowed down and accepted the fact that I am the bane of most people's existence.

Now here is the truth; I am tired. Good lord I am tired how is it supposed to be a game to me when I am fighting to keep the people I play with interested in the game? Drop then. Leave. I can't do it anymore. I will lose otp's, friendships what-have-you. I'm losing people that I love so much to other games, other people. I don't want to hear about your logs, I don't want to hear about these games that you love playing at when you are so unhappy with the one game we share. I don't. I'm jealous and hurt. I'm not good enough to hold on to people, I thought I had some RP skill, mediocre at best, but I don't. I mustn't. I don't log anymore, not with the people I care for the most. I hear about their logging, their fun and adoration to the rp partner of their dreams. It's just a game, you say. This is clearly and overreaction of some kind, and maybe it is; I am prone to this sort of reply. This is how I do it. I am emotional, I cry at the drop of a hat, I curse and I get angry. But that is who I am, it's how I have always been.

I would love nothing more than to quit all my RPs. Surely I wouldn't be letting anyone down, I don't interact or role play with anyone anymore. Mayhaps a year was too long, like all else everything fades, withers and dies, RP relationships the same. I do love talking, casual chatter is nothing short but fascinating, time-consuming and I love it. I do. But whenever the conversation takes a turn to that topic which I most utterly dislike; rp, I don't want to hear it. Tell me of your muses, that is fine; I often talk of my own because writing them is a part of me. But I don't want to hear of this one RP which is so awesome because so-and-so is there and you LOVE playing with them SOOOO much. My otp is brought up, I hear you playing it with other people (not that that is a problem, I am not that shallow, play with whom you like) and I see it progressing at a normal casual pace, wherein at our place it has come to a full stop. All of our pairings have gone to a full. stop.

Am I really that terrible?

Although I spoke of this and begged apology for this before;

I am sorry, no matter if it is futile or not. I am truly sorry. Sorry that I am not good enough nor interesting enough. Just say the word and I will drop my muses so you can be more comfortable to drop your own.

That is all.

It's times like these where I just have to say; fuck. everything.

You know what?

I'm done.

I'm done.

By tomorrow all my rps will either have hiatus notices or leaving messages.

Depends on my mood.

to_theclub is being revived because a few people begged me to. I love this place and I'm glad I can get this back up.

I know Joe-Joe wants in on that action, so just letting you know, dearest.

others who were in it; if you still want to be a part of the role play please comment here; http://community.livejournal.com/club_ooc/4190.html

thanks. I need to know soon so I can start advertising again.

NO. NO FUCK YOU, YTV.

FUCK. YOU.

YOU PROMISED NEW AVATAR EPISODES EVERY FUCKING FRIDAY AT FIVE.

YOU KNOW WHAT WAS ON TODAY?

A FUCKING POKEMON MOVIE.

DON'T MESS WITH MY AVATAR. I WAS WAITING ALL WEEK.

DSJKFGHDSGHJKDF ARGH FUCKITY.

You will have my thoughts on this week's avatar soon.

sdgjldjkfbl

AANG. WHY ARE YOU SO CUTE FOR? Dx

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This is an Akatsuki role play directory, for those of us who have a hard time finding other Akatsuki RPers.

SO. UH. 8D;; WORD OF MOUTH, GUYS. PLEEEEASE.

I'm playing Grandia III and I might take up Ulf at gendaiteki_p AND HE WILL HAVE A DRAGONAIR CALLED SHIBA.

Manmanman. I need to stop playing games.

and GOD I hate Alfina.

YOU WANT TO HELP?

GO DIE IN A FIRE, PLZ.

Jesus Christ.

Well no, you didn't. This is just for my new layout and theme. My journal is now sporting a Dogs theme. ♥ from layout to icons to userinfo page.

So... a friends cut, with a new FO banner.



Comment to stay, or to be added if you're new.

Please note that this isn't directed to anyone on my FList;

Uh. I can understand those with paid accounts leaving LJ, or downgrading to basic accounts- but those of us who aren't paying LJ a cent? Would it really matter if we left? No.

Now here is my point; leaving is what they want us to do, apparently. Whatshisface burr-something made it horribly clear that he hates fandom. Mocked fandom publicaly. So pissing us off to make us leave? This is the new plan for LJ/SixApart.

I know I'd be pleased if the people I piss off just upped and left.

Not really winning the battle by high-tailing it to another server.

Here is where I make another point; if we all decide to leave in some sort of retaliation, in a twisted little sense.. we let them win. We let them mock and hate us.

I don't know about you, but I don't too kindly to being openly mocked. Nor do I run away and snark behind someone's back. I stand my ground and I fight. (minus the whole kng rp thing, but that's what happens when you fight someone rock-stupid.)

If they knock me down? delete? I'll get another name. I will never purchase a thing, but I'll stick around and say my peace. I'll flood topics and posts, leave comical or rude pictures if my mood swings that way. If I feel chatty? I'll phone and leave a complaint.

Basically I'm saying is that I know I'm a thorn in their ass. All of fandom is a thorn in lj/sixapart's ass. I know I am, and I don't plan on being removed anytime soon. And it's my understanding that more thorns = bad asshurt.

Just my two cents on the dramaz.

(  Phobia meme  )

I'm such a scaredy-cat.

The first games I'll be doing;

Super Mario RPG
Paper Mario
Sailormoon RPG

I'll be starting with Super Mario RPG right now, mostly because my N64 emulator isn't working as well as it should, so I'm going to download a better version (which kinda sucks because I got pretty far in my Paper Mario. Dx)

So yes! I'll start tonight (there is nothing to do) so I should be done with my first batch of scans (and my hilarious commentary of the plot ♥) tonight.

This... this really makes me smile. ^^;

Poll #1020304 Which game should I screencap?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 6

SNES game?

N64 game?